random thoughts

[j_dawg_04]

everyday it seems like my chest gets smaller and tighter
its all closing in, suffocating my heart
when i look at the world around me i dont belong im a misfit to reality
the only thing in my life that was ever complete
ruined everything inside of me
so now im this lost empty soul back to the darkness that i had once forgotten
it seems like no matter what i cant stay in the light
maybe for me there is no light at the end of this dark tunnel
or maybe im just moving in the wrong direction
one of these days i will stop trying to reach for your hand
one of these days i will realize that its no longer there
the only question left to ask is will i fall deeper into this tunnel?
or will i figure out that through the inside of me is the only way out?