She was there. I didnt know what to do. Saw her right as I walked down the isle. Her back to me. I turned and walked away. My heart pounded so hard. my body got so hot. I didn't know what to do. I go meet up with my parents and it just so happens she gets in line right after us. I turn and say hi. It made me feel so horrible. We used to be so ( Read more... )

Damnit ( Read more... )

so im there ( Read more... )

today consisted of sleeping ( Read more... )

Ugh im such a fuck up. I seriously fuck everythign up. I was thinking about what ( Read more... )

how could everything go from being simply perfect ( Read more... )

today was good ( Read more... )

so im home ( Read more... )

topic of crying came up. its quite weird. as i write sometimes i feel like crying when i just think about evrything. and yet i never can. maybe i dont want to. i mean fuck nothing is even sad. its just me. i make it sad haha. i laugh at it right now. i dont even care to cry. i dont care to be someone who is recognized. i dont care to have many ( Read more... )

my name is robert ( Read more... )