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today consisted of sleeping.
feeling bad over good things.
feeling good and falling asleep.
getting up walking.
feeling good
feeling even better.
walking.
feeling even better.
going home.
feeling like shit.
watching football.
feeling ike shit still.
ignoring a phone call.
calling back to no answer.
feeling alright.
hopefuling feeling some better later.

well now that im here. a glass of water. pored all over the floor. hopeing you will mop me up. or maybe ill be left for the dogg to lick up. maybe im not worth the time or effort to mop up. maybe ill just turn into that annoying damage in the wood floor. just to annoy anyone who over it. and for everyone to look down apon. nothing. worthless. maybe youll feel bad for your floor once and a wile but thats all the attention youll give or want.

will there ever be the old days?