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how could everything go from being simply perfect;
to being so terribly awful in a matter of minutes;
a matter of change of setting; and matter of changed people'
i sware only if i let myself say i would let you know
know how much a fucking terrible person he is.
tell him how fucked up he is.
i know i cant.
he is terrible. at everythign he does. except not being himself.
ugh i cant even explain how bad he gets me mad.
seriously i just want out. i cant leave. fuck this.