It has truly been the longest time since I have updated.  I was awake last night at 3 a.m. bored and some how stumbled across this journal.  I forgot how well I used to write.  It's nice to look back on the harder times of my life and realize I have escaped them. Well somewhat escaped them.  Also my past aspirations have been met ( Read more... )

Trips down memory lane are always fun ( Read more... )

On some days, it's okay...But then there are days like yesterday and the one before it..that just take everything you've worked for away. I'm so frustrated with people. Like to the point where I'm dreaming about shit that happens and I wake up and I'm like wow that really didn't happen. For example I had a dream that Gavin actually came online ( Read more... )

For me, the best time to think about things is when I'm walking alone. Like when I was living in Bergenfield, I often walk home at night and just get all my thoughts laid out. To be honest...I miss that a lot. Late at night I'll smoke and think...but it just isn't the same ( Read more... )

It doesn't get any easier ( Read more... )

So I'm back on my computer. After it being broken for about a year ( Read more... )

Only 8 more days of school left. Thank God I made it through this year ( Read more... )

It's been about a week since I've been able to post. I was having some technical difficulties as they say ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I go back to school. Back to hell for the first time in over 2 weeks ( Read more... )

Sometimes in life you let the wrong people into your heart, and they hurt you. Then you endure the feeling of never being more alone. You wonder how you can be so broken. Well let's see, it's because true love doesn't exist. I thought it did. Then when I did the whole broken deal, I realized I loved him, and he just forgot to love me back. ( Read more... )