Look out your window...my sunshines all around....
Tomorrow I go back to school. Back to hell for the first time in over 2 weeks.
I'm scared that something will go wrong. I don't wanna get weak and pass out.
Although it would be greatly amusing to the ones around me, it would not be so great for me.
But thank you everyone who has wished me well.
Plans for the summer are going well.
I have a lot of time planned for being with the boyfriend. That I'll greatly enjoy.
As soon as I get there I have to get ready for prom. Then that weekend is Prom and Seaside. Which I'm greatly looking forward too. Relaxing with the friends. Even though there will be mucho partying, I still wanna find some time to just lay on the beach and relax.
So I talked to Rob on the phone over the weekend. A bit odd since I haven't talked to him since March. But it was nice to speak with him. I may be seeing him this summer which I'm a bit nervous about. But overall it's not a big deal, so I'm not going to drag it out as one. I talked to Gavin about it, and he's fine. So basically it's whatever.
I'm just really excited about getting closer with Gavin. The distance is sometimes really hard on us. From what I can see, when we're together in person, we don't fight at all. He's amazing. And I smile when I'm with him. And he smiles too. Which I think is a really good sign.
Well I need to get ready for hell tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
Only less than a month left.
And I need to pass math!!
"You had me crawling so bad,
Had me heels over head,
You had me easy,
You had me easy.
Too late to go back,
To realize what we had,
We were already beautiful."
Lend me
I'm scared that something will go wrong. I don't wanna get weak and pass out.
Although it would be greatly amusing to the ones around me, it would not be so great for me.
But thank you everyone who has wished me well.
Plans for the summer are going well.
I have a lot of time planned for being with the boyfriend. That I'll greatly enjoy.
As soon as I get there I have to get ready for prom. Then that weekend is Prom and Seaside. Which I'm greatly looking forward too. Relaxing with the friends. Even though there will be mucho partying, I still wanna find some time to just lay on the beach and relax.
So I talked to Rob on the phone over the weekend. A bit odd since I haven't talked to him since March. But it was nice to speak with him. I may be seeing him this summer which I'm a bit nervous about. But overall it's not a big deal, so I'm not going to drag it out as one. I talked to Gavin about it, and he's fine. So basically it's whatever.
I'm just really excited about getting closer with Gavin. The distance is sometimes really hard on us. From what I can see, when we're together in person, we don't fight at all. He's amazing. And I smile when I'm with him. And he smiles too. Which I think is a really good sign.
Well I need to get ready for hell tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
Only less than a month left.
And I need to pass math!!
"You had me crawling so bad,
Had me heels over head,
You had me easy,
You had me easy.
Too late to go back,
To realize what we had,
We were already beautiful."
Lend me