acid usually makes me love. this time it made me hate ( Read more... )

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later LJ.

Monday, October 02, 2006 ( Read more... )

just decided. right here and right now. you want me or you don't. forever, or never again ( Read more... )

I'm so glad tomorrow's friday; I have the weekend off. I'm going to Club Jade with Amanda and Ryan that night. I'm psycked. Wednesday Brandiene(this chick that works with me;she moved from Cali) are going to Brothers; hopefully gonna trip acid. She's so awesome we have a blast at work together. My manager Ali wants me to come to this open mike ( Read more... )

I spent a lot of time today reminising about the good times. while we've been apart, I've mostly focused on the bad. The way I feel is changing. Instead of seeing us as the present and the future, I now see us as what we are. The past. And I don't want or like it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not kissing you goodbye. I still miss you and think about you ( Read more... )

everything's the same. 5:21 am phone calls. the scent that's faded from his shirt. saying "i love you", not to hear it back. thinking about giving it up to him to get through to him ( Read more... )

been trying to keep my mind off of it lately. hanging out with old friends and new friends. been seeing lotsa katie. she sleeps over a few nights each week to keep me company. we saw clerks II and lady in the water last night AND she bought me a jr bacon cheeseburger, mmm-mmm. i can't wait till i get paid so i can buy some blank cds and burn all of ( Read more... )

Today I got a 3 minute, 21 second long phone call. That's how long it takes to make me the happiest girl in the world. I feel so warm and content. Safe in the knowledge that he's finally come back. Even though he only called to say that I wouldn't be seeing him tonight. If only he knew, how little it takes to keep me in love. A smile was pressed ( Read more... )

9/9 ( Read more... )