I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks.
Today I got a 3 minute, 21 second long phone call. That's how long it takes to make me the happiest girl in the world. I feel so warm and content. Safe in the knowledge that he's finally come back. Even though he only called to say that I wouldn't be seeing him tonight. If only he knew, how little it takes to keep me in love. A smile was pressed upon my face for hours afterward. I basked in the glow of his love. Our familiar goodbye, the only thing that makes hanging up bearable.
I'm scared that this is another false alarm. That he isn't sure or that he'll change his mind again. I'm afraid to put my trust in him, for fear of being rejected or let down. I know that he feels the same way about me. I have confidence, though, that together we can make it. I want this. I want this so bad. He's my everything, my only one.
When he took me into his arms, I felt everything click, right into place. Its' going to take a lot. But this time I won't be so selfish, naïve, narrow-minded, oblivious. I love this boy. We both have a problems. Big ones. But as long as we've got each other, well be okay. I have such love and passion for him. I could never feel like that about anyone else. Not even close.
It's hard right now. But I can see it all working out. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. And I don't care if no one else agrees or approves or not. Fuck them. It's me and him against the world. I've got hope, and I've got my boy back. That's all I need in this life. Everything else, well, it's coming. We'll get there. We deserve more than what this life is giving us. we deserve each other. We've got this baby. It's you and me, and nothing can bring me down now. I love you.
Stellar- Incubus
Meet me in outer space
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, won't you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close, If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
You are stellar
9/12
I know that everything's gonna be all right. What's done is done. We're together now. And this is a new start.
I'm scared that this is another false alarm. That he isn't sure or that he'll change his mind again. I'm afraid to put my trust in him, for fear of being rejected or let down. I know that he feels the same way about me. I have confidence, though, that together we can make it. I want this. I want this so bad. He's my everything, my only one.
When he took me into his arms, I felt everything click, right into place. Its' going to take a lot. But this time I won't be so selfish, naïve, narrow-minded, oblivious. I love this boy. We both have a problems. Big ones. But as long as we've got each other, well be okay. I have such love and passion for him. I could never feel like that about anyone else. Not even close.
It's hard right now. But I can see it all working out. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. And I don't care if no one else agrees or approves or not. Fuck them. It's me and him against the world. I've got hope, and I've got my boy back. That's all I need in this life. Everything else, well, it's coming. We'll get there. We deserve more than what this life is giving us. we deserve each other. We've got this baby. It's you and me, and nothing can bring me down now. I love you.
Stellar- Incubus
Meet me in outer space
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, won't you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outer space
I will hold you close, If you're afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
You are stellar
9/12
I know that everything's gonna be all right. What's done is done. We're together now. And this is a new start.