I think i like having QT over indulgence.

i feel like i'm changing all over again.

my keyboards filthy.

but i'm tanned and have 40540954385 bug bites.

but i'm happy

can't wait to get this move over with.

hurting the closest ones to me is something that i've excelled at. always. it's as if it's the price you pay to get close to me ( Read more... )

Maybe cause it's my first day off since 9 days and I finally have a moment to sit by myself ...

but I'm sad.

this is the 2nd night under my mother's roof. one day longer than i usually stay - one day longr than i can usually stand. i def couldnt move back here. there is a diffrence in lifestyle and their's makes me feel rotten ( Read more... )

I just saw a mouse in my room ( Read more... )

its not the fact that they are together ( Read more... )

So long university.

I finished you.

i just skimmed my last few enteries and it seems as if i'm miserable.

but i need to remind myself that i am happy.

real happy.

I broke the closet door right now- kind of pushed the door right off the railing -unecessarily. Aneela is up north stuck in a storm, she texted me - told me she did shrooms and it's a bad idea when you're depressed. I kind of like it when she's on drugs. Puts us on the same level. But I'm worried about her cause im not with her. Sometimes I ( Read more... )

i find myself putting up with alot of bullshit that I normally wouldn't stand for. and it's just not for me. it doesn't matter to me what she thinks of my departure. no matter how I do it - grace or lack of - she'll convince herself what she needs to in order to be okay. and that's the reoccuring theme with her - anything it takes for her to be ( Read more... )