pretending to be
i find myself putting up with alot of bullshit that I normally wouldn't stand for. and it's just not for me. it doesn't matter to me what she thinks of my departure. no matter how I do it - grace or lack of - she'll convince herself what she needs to in order to be okay. and that's the reoccuring theme with her - anything it takes for her to be okay. flirting off. fucking off. friends off.