Mar 31, 2007 23:13
i like watching this complete stranger talk. konstantdina's friend from prague, is staying with us for a week. when she speaks - i'm with her on every word and thought, and it's kind of fun, because if you know me...i'm awkward beyond hope when it comes to having random conversations with people. I dont know what it is about certain people that let me just be okay.
everytime i silently come to terms with the deed of cutting a certain no good-for-me person out of my life, something will happen - like a vulnerable text message - that makes me understand. and i continue understanding and understanding, at the expense of something of mine and I'm not sure when it is, that i run out of understand but all of this back and forth is taking a toll on me.
that's all.