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Oh God....So Long!
No, I'm not talking about my favorite penis! LOL =)
It's just been a super long time since I've logged in to post.
Wow! So much has changed.
Just a basic update for now:
I've been on Spironolactone (anti-androgen) and Estradiol (Estrogen) since June 1st. I love it. I love how I feel, I love the changes that are happening in my body, my emotions and ( Read more... ) -
Out and about again! =)
Hi everyone!
Well, this is just going to be a short entry because I need to get to bed.
I was out again en femme tonight and loved it. We had our trans group meeting and then went out for dinner. It was a good meeting and a fun dinner. I was dressed in jeans and my plum top with the sheer overshirt and 3.5" black pumps. The only thing I was ( Read more... ) -
New Skills
Good morning Everyone! =)
This is just a brief note of amusement.
All of the new skills I have to learn are both fun and challenging.
Sitting with my legs together is one of the ones that is going to take some time. I know I'll be able to do it soon, but atm it requires muscles that, as a guy I have never used in my life. I've been practicing by ( Read more... ) -
Money....*sigh*
Hello everyone,
I think I've found the one thing that I am most ashamed of.
It really has nothing to do with my being a MtF trans sexual.
It's money. I seem to have a genetic predisposition to be unable to manage money.
Granted, part of my problems are that, while I was doing well when I was living cheaply with family members, I am now in no ( Read more... ) -
Lunch Date
Hi All!
This has been such a wonderful week!
The return to my transgender group last week marked the beginning of a new me. In only one week I've changed so much and made so many wonderful leaps ahead.
Today was another good one.
I had lunch with a new friend. I've known her for a couple of years though she and I have never really had a chance to ( Read more... ) -
I DID IT!!!
Woooohoooooo! = )
My day at work ended at 2:00pm.
I was home at 2:25pm and looking forward to my transgendered group meeting coming up at 7:00pm.
As I was opening the door to my apartment, I was struck by a thought....What if I want to tonights meeting em femme? I was momentarily staggered by the implications of that thought. Was I actually ( Read more... ) -
Another epiphany....and tears.
*WARNING - This is a long post full of twists and turns. I didn't realize where it would take me till the end.*
Hi Everyone,
I doubt anyone reads this but those that matter to me, but all are welcome.
I was driving home a few minutes ago and and got cut off by someone in a beige toyota pickup. Honestly, this did not bother me. I live in a city and ( Read more... ) -
......and Epiphany
Hello again All,
As I said in my previous post, that post was background for this post.
I was laying in bed and worrying about mom. I was thinking about her and what a great mother she is. My mind drifted to my family and I thought about all of the things we've gone through. I started thinking about my dad and how he would never approve of me ( Read more... ) -
Update.....
Hi All,
I was just laying in bed, sleepless and thinking about my life and what is going on.
I was sleepless mostly because of news I received last night from my mom that she has a growth in her abdomen. We don't know any more right now but she is getting a CAT scan done as early as possible this week. When we were talking, we decided it was too ( Read more... ) -
Silly Little Me
Happy holidays Everyone.
I'm sorry for not writing in so long. I've been very deeply depressed for a collection of reasons, but mostly for one....I'm not female yet. *sigh*
I'm feel so lost. My heart longs to release my femme self but my mind stands in the way. Every time I think about it I have visions of never seeing my son again or all of ( Read more... )