no matter what the dreams, invariably they find me. They are horrid things, so vividly clear. I shouldn't call them dreams but they are not purely nightmares either. Sure they are mostly nightmares but they have good moments, much as life is, perhaps thats why they seems so real. They happen mostly in the day. And unlike normal dreams, these i ( Read more... )

i was sitting in a position and found my attention was drawn to that position, I started thinking about the way i was sitting and the pose that i was holding at that moment, i found my attention shifting to how others interpret me, their analysis, conscious or subconscious of my pose, my body language, posture, the way that even that can effect my ( Read more... )

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Its time for a new one :) i've been looking at my old posts forever ( Read more... )

I recently came across a person's profile and found that i had an urge to connect with them, a person i didn't know, a person i have no connection with. It was an odd feeling but spiritual in origin. I wrote her this ( Read more... )

life...is it ever going to move on ( Read more... )

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i feel as though inexplicably an innocence has been stolen from me

some people deserve to be taken from their reign of power
....some people...

its like your talking to a wall now-a-days everything gets turned around

its also amazing how much what may be thought of as the simple minded can do

consider it a warning

sorry for the delay i suppose...
hmm....yeah your cold