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How?
How can I ever make him understand what he has done to me ( Read more... ) -
Inadequacy
I might as well go die somewhere ( Read more... ) -
This song sums it up... perfectly!
All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around ( Read more... ) -
Seriously...
I feel like I'm gonna have a freakin heart attack. W...T...F!!! -
(Untitled)
I've been spiraling the slippery edge of a panic attack all day. On, on, and then down. On, on, and then down. Like waves of nausea, threatening that the worst will happen.
Will I ever trust anyone again? Am I doomed to fear and insanity for the rest of my life? I can't stand it anymore. :(
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Grrrrrr!
What the hell is wrong with me? No, seriously, what the hell is WRONG with me???!!!!!!! -
WTF is wrong with me?
Seriously? WTF is wrong with me? Why am I so upset by things that have happened to me in the past ( Read more... ) -
I deserved it!
Everything bad that ever happened to me, I deserved.
If I didn't deserve it, it wouldn't have happened.
Plain and simple!!! -
Detached from reality?
Am I detached from reality? The things I expect of others (that I expect consistently from myself) are out of the ordinary. People don't do what I do. People don't expect what I do. Am I too hard? Are my standards too high? Do I judge others too harshly ( Read more... ) -
Well...
So, apparently I have bipolar disorder. Manic depression. Well, that explains a whole fucking lot, doesn't it? LOL. Yep. UH-HUH. That's great. I need the shame of something that ridiculous over my head, of all things. Yep. Yep, that's what I need. Yep!