So, apparently I have bipolar disorder. Manic depression. Well, that explains a whole fucking lot, doesn't it? LOL. Yep. UH-HUH. That's great. I need the shame of something that ridiculous over my head, of all things. Yep. Yep, that's what I need. Yep!

My mood is rapidly deteriorating ( Read more... )

I want to be the center of your universe. I want to be the center of your attention ( Read more... )

I wish I had someone to talk to, to talk about how awful I feel. Someone who would listen and care.

I am at war with myself inside, every day. The ugly from the outside is working it's way deep in. I am such a disgusting person... I wish I had something beautiful to give.

I pour all of my love out on him, and he looks at me with pure, unadulterated disgust ( Read more... )