What I Want
I want to be the center of your universe. I want to be the center of your attention.
I want you to dream about me and my body when I'm not around. I want you to not notice or think of any other women, ever. I want you to romance me in your mind. I want you to wish for me whenever I'm not there. I want to be the center of all your daydreams. I want to be your romantic obsession in all things.
How could you? Nobody dreams of me. My body is disgusting. That's why you replaced it. My face is disgusting. That's why you replaced it. Even my personality is disgusting to you. It's disgusting to me; why shouldn't it be? You'll keep doing it, every time I'm not around. You always have, and you always will. Every free moment you have, you'll use for something better.
I can see what I look like. I can see the way you look at me. Even in the most intimate of our moments, I can see the truth in your eyes. There is no love or adoration.
I am nothing.
I want you to dream about me and my body when I'm not around. I want you to not notice or think of any other women, ever. I want you to romance me in your mind. I want you to wish for me whenever I'm not there. I want to be the center of all your daydreams. I want to be your romantic obsession in all things.
How could you? Nobody dreams of me. My body is disgusting. That's why you replaced it. My face is disgusting. That's why you replaced it. Even my personality is disgusting to you. It's disgusting to me; why shouldn't it be? You'll keep doing it, every time I'm not around. You always have, and you always will. Every free moment you have, you'll use for something better.
I can see what I look like. I can see the way you look at me. Even in the most intimate of our moments, I can see the truth in your eyes. There is no love or adoration.
I am nothing.