I've been spiraling the slippery edge of a panic attack all day. On, on, and then down. On, on, and then down. Like waves of nausea, threatening that the worst will happen.

Will I ever trust anyone again? Am I doomed to fear and insanity for the rest of my life? I can't stand it anymore. :(

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What the hell is wrong with me? No, seriously, what the hell is WRONG with me???!!!!!!!

Don't trust ANYONE. I don't care how long you've known them - trusting other human beings is bad for every facet of life. Just don't bother!