princess dreaming by ~childmuddle on deviantART

goodness.

ive been on this puter all day. in photoshop, and i have no idea what ive accomplished. prolly. absolutely. nothing

my flickr sets

let's start w friday heh ( Read more... )

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i feel like i havent really 'updated' in a while. every wk it's something different heh. right now, whats been on my mind, is my vacation time..in that i want to go to california. so many decisions, i wish someone would make them all for me.lol how long do i stay? where do i stay? whats the best price? rental car? what kind of car? how much do i ( Read more... )

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 With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion.
- Steven Weinberg 

aryn and i have been into making our own costumes lately, and starting to sew our own clothes has been thoughts. only, when thinking, i noticed trying to pin the cloth to me will be very difficult... so instead of paying $50+ on female body figures, that probably wouldnt fit our shapes anyway, we decided to make our own. we search and found this ( Read more... )

 notes to self:

• someone shouldnt have total or more leverage over a relationship than the other. i suppose that's narrowed down to respect. but looking at it from the stand point of holding something over the others head. puts a different light on it, i think. 
• i need to work on assumptions. men that have been close to me, i treat or have tendencies ( Read more... )

 was the first thing out of my mothers mouth when i came up the steps today.

i kept walking and went to the bathroom and when i walked back thru the living room, she said it again..
and i told her and pointed out, once again, how she only can talk to me when it's something she wants to tell me to do. everything out of her mouth that's directed toward ( Read more... )

there is a picture on my desktop here at work - i changed it yesterday to apogaea's sunday morning watching the hoola hoopers watch the sun rise over the mountains. i try to find that place again, and it's hard. im drawn totally back into having chris, and that part of me is bitter and not around.  soooo crazy ( Read more... )