i feel like i havent really 'updated' in a while. every wk it's something different heh. right now, whats been on my mind, is my vacation time..in that i want to go to california. so many decisions, i wish someone would make them all for me.lol how long do i stay? where do i stay? whats the best price? rental car? what kind of car? how much do i ( Read more... )

 ive been cutting my hands lately at work. ..in between paper cuts and hitting myself on tables, etc, burnt myself on the oven last week.. and this morning i woke up numb to it all. when i say this, i mean, i know theyre there. i can 'feel' them there. they just dont hurt. i dont know ( Read more... )