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let's start w friday heh
end:thedj freakin' came up to me and said hello lol he recognized me and thanked me for rockin' out to his first set lol i felt so special...then the next morning when i got online he myspaced me to say hello. good times.. it'd be fun to go to NC and see him in his home town rockin' out. im not sure why he's giving me attention, but i dont mind it ;)
i was dressed like a doll friday, in black and gray. with my dreads 'n contact (cause one fell out in the car !! :(((( and eyelashes.lol i drank wayy too muchh (4 drinks) and got sick. aryn looked freakin' awesome as usually and chris looked like a rose. jennifer was pretty as well, with her hairs in <3 unfortunately, not many people made it out, which sucks... but the dance floor was open and i was freeee to move lol so that was awesome :D
there is talk about him coming back ... ***SWEet**!! :D
saturday i slept, a lot.. well, off 'n on. but when i woke up i got ready and grabbed the old hats of g'ma's and went over to aryns to take some photooos.. we bullshittted around too much and by the time we got outside, it was dark.plus we couldnt get the settings on aryns camera to get a good shot. cant wait to get our SLRs heh
it was sara's bday saturday HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA so i hung out and drank w 'em a bit. this awesome 17 y o was there, and i cant remember his name for the life of me, but he was really cool. one thing though, he talked about his 'dj' name if he had one, it'd be 'bit flip' cause he's all about puters 'n makin' 'em work.......BUT i found a dj that goes by that and dude's local :-? so it just makes me think.... this 17 yo ..too far into the underground world. 'indie' local crazy stuff.. but seems he networks well, and he's datin' amber, though i think he's totally gay (IM SORRY))))) but he's toooo nice of a guy to be straight.lol haha
oh, my random ramblings. only at 6:30 in the morning will you get this.finally. pictures post soon, i dont have my camera ATM. :(
yesterday, i decided to ask my mom to help me sew a yellow band onto the fishnet shirt i cut up. turned into a whole ordeal, and i still dont think she knows what i wantt cause she doesnt actually listn to me when i talk. she was making things wayyy too complicated.and this mroning she woke up with me saying she had been up all night thinking about howt o make it work, and ended with lets go to joann fabrics, and find a pattern we can make together. went thru my patterns i already have, and she found one she liked and suggested it...... .. ..... . makes me sorry i even asked her to participate to begin with. and im soin the moods of not giving a shit. i literally just walked out and came outside when we were trying to work together cause she wouldnt shut the fuck up. im so happy i left though, cause it cooled me down. DAD hated the whole ordeal...cause then she comes upstairs and vents to him about shit prolly taking it out on him and blaming him in some way... i dotnknow, i chose not to listen to her bs.
i am dling CS4 onto my puter...it was 50% completed when i went to bed.... i hope this works, cause if not, ill be sooo sad :( i want illustrator soo bad.lol i have a list of things i wantt to make. mom talked to aunt jane last night, my cousin has a company, something or another that he does..and theyre boooming right now, he doesnt have the time for the website, and theyre hiring a few graphic designers... it's in NY and my aunt always keeps me in mind, so i gave mom my email, ... i wanted to email them, but she wnted me to give mine to them.so wwhatever.
mom watched claudia friday night so jennifer could come out... mom put a bible book into her bag to take home..and jennifer's upset. it's going to be hard to explain to my mother why that wasnt a good idea. she's soo hard headed, and set in her ways that everything should be one way.it's ridiculous. im just going to ask her if she read it to claudia and try to explain that not everyone is catholic..and not everyone has to believe in God.
AND i stillt hink about my trip to Cali... daily. lol sponger and i are making a list of places we can go. santa monica pier and bikini latte lol are our places so far.. haha <3
good morning world.
end:thedj freakin' came up to me and said hello lol he recognized me and thanked me for rockin' out to his first set lol i felt so special...then the next morning when i got online he myspaced me to say hello. good times.. it'd be fun to go to NC and see him in his home town rockin' out. im not sure why he's giving me attention, but i dont mind it ;)
i was dressed like a doll friday, in black and gray. with my dreads 'n contact (cause one fell out in the car !! :(((( and eyelashes.lol i drank wayy too muchh (4 drinks) and got sick. aryn looked freakin' awesome as usually and chris looked like a rose. jennifer was pretty as well, with her hairs in <3 unfortunately, not many people made it out, which sucks... but the dance floor was open and i was freeee to move lol so that was awesome :D
there is talk about him coming back ... ***SWEet**!! :D
saturday i slept, a lot.. well, off 'n on. but when i woke up i got ready and grabbed the old hats of g'ma's and went over to aryns to take some photooos.. we bullshittted around too much and by the time we got outside, it was dark.plus we couldnt get the settings on aryns camera to get a good shot. cant wait to get our SLRs heh
it was sara's bday saturday HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA so i hung out and drank w 'em a bit. this awesome 17 y o was there, and i cant remember his name for the life of me, but he was really cool. one thing though, he talked about his 'dj' name if he had one, it'd be 'bit flip' cause he's all about puters 'n makin' 'em work.......BUT i found a dj that goes by that and dude's local :-? so it just makes me think.... this 17 yo ..too far into the underground world. 'indie' local crazy stuff.. but seems he networks well, and he's datin' amber, though i think he's totally gay (IM SORRY))))) but he's toooo nice of a guy to be straight.lol haha
oh, my random ramblings. only at 6:30 in the morning will you get this.finally. pictures post soon, i dont have my camera ATM. :(
yesterday, i decided to ask my mom to help me sew a yellow band onto the fishnet shirt i cut up. turned into a whole ordeal, and i still dont think she knows what i wantt cause she doesnt actually listn to me when i talk. she was making things wayyy too complicated.and this mroning she woke up with me saying she had been up all night thinking about howt o make it work, and ended with lets go to joann fabrics, and find a pattern we can make together. went thru my patterns i already have, and she found one she liked and suggested it...... .. ..... . makes me sorry i even asked her to participate to begin with. and im soin the moods of not giving a shit. i literally just walked out and came outside when we were trying to work together cause she wouldnt shut the fuck up. im so happy i left though, cause it cooled me down. DAD hated the whole ordeal...cause then she comes upstairs and vents to him about shit prolly taking it out on him and blaming him in some way... i dotnknow, i chose not to listen to her bs.
i am dling CS4 onto my puter...it was 50% completed when i went to bed.... i hope this works, cause if not, ill be sooo sad :( i want illustrator soo bad.lol i have a list of things i wantt to make. mom talked to aunt jane last night, my cousin has a company, something or another that he does..and theyre boooming right now, he doesnt have the time for the website, and theyre hiring a few graphic designers... it's in NY and my aunt always keeps me in mind, so i gave mom my email, ... i wanted to email them, but she wnted me to give mine to them.so wwhatever.
mom watched claudia friday night so jennifer could come out... mom put a bible book into her bag to take home..and jennifer's upset. it's going to be hard to explain to my mother why that wasnt a good idea. she's soo hard headed, and set in her ways that everything should be one way.it's ridiculous. im just going to ask her if she read it to claudia and try to explain that not everyone is catholic..and not everyone has to believe in God.
AND i stillt hink about my trip to Cali... daily. lol sponger and i are making a list of places we can go. santa monica pier and bikini latte lol are our places so far.. haha <3
good morning world.