there is a picture on my desktop here at work - i changed it yesterday to apogaea's sunday morning watching the hoola hoopers watch the sun rise over the mountains. i try to find that place again, and it's hard. im drawn totally back into having chris, and that part of me is bitter and not around.  soooo crazy ( Read more... )

well i survived.lol and i dont think everything has hit me yet. im not sure what exactly happened this wkend.. but i feel weird being home. this morning i woke up and went to dunken donuts for breakfast - well, to pick up a few donuts 'n bring home.and i felt liberated almost - i look at things differently. apogaea definately changed me. and i ( Read more... )