In the end, I've come to believe in something I call "The Physics of the Quest." A force in nature governed by laws as real as the laws of gravity. The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this: If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set ( Read more... )

this was a note i posted on facebook ( Read more... )

I want you to know that I was literally scared of this thing. I've been crying to Cameron on the phone the last couple of nights about college and being scared of whats ahead. I thought to myself about coming here to write or going crying to my parents or sister for comfort instead of distraction (I really almost did that except that I care too ( Read more... )

I HAVE to go to church. HAVE TO.

I reevaluate every single day. I want something different for myself every night when I hit the pillow. I think something different about my life with each passing glance. I think it's good that I look at myself so often. I mean sometimes it drives you crazy, thinking so much. In the long run I keep myself in check though. Recently I've been sort ( Read more... )

I wonder if I could ever be in love ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely sure what to say. I feel like the most profound thing I could tell you is that I have no idea about what is in front of me. I am a person that believes in passion, in conviction. I thrive on it, I need a belief in beauty and in people to keep going, because I have too many demons to believe in anything else. I don't really know ( Read more... )

You know those moments when you realize something? All of a sudden, and you get knocked off your feet by it. I made the mistake of listening to Pandora tonight, on my "Train" station. All the music got me thinking. It started off innocently enough, I've been listening to too much star94 and I've lost touch with the sort of music I like. The odd ( Read more... )

wow, livejournal. i love you so much ( Read more... )

i really love writing. i hate that i forget that sometimes.