Well, I had a pretty good weekend...didn't get much work done cause i went home though. Friday night I said goodbye to my grandparents since they were leaving to go back to NY for the summer. My aunts were also visiting friday...i almost didn't recognize sherry...she looks a lot different and has a wicked southern accent from living in Wilmington ( Read more... )

Well I haven't written since Tuesday so I'll say something about what i've been doing since then. Tuesday night I decided to take my mind off my problems by working really hard at gymnastics. Everything was going good until right before i was about to leave...i'd been working out for over 2 hours and i'd been tired to begin with so i was really ( Read more... )

Ok, someone up there really hates me, seriously I feel like Job...like God is having a great time torturing me just cause he can. Its like I'm not allowed to be happy...like I'm damned to eternal punishment and I haven't even died and went to hell yet. I know I complain a lot and feel sorry for myself but so much shit has happened to me...it never ( Read more... )

Ok, I haven't written in a couple days cause I've been pretty busy...so I'll just recap what i've been up to. Friday was pretty good. I skipped my 9am class, watched a movie in my 12:00 and actually paid attention and accomplished something in my 2pm stat lab. I also got some free psychology textbooks while i was over at Davie hall before my stat ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I keep writing on this...maybe cause It makes me feel better to talk about stuff even when no one is listening. Anyways I find it ironic that I've kept a diary for years and people always tried to read it even though i said it was off limits. Now I have an online journal that anyone can read whenever they want and now no one wants ( Read more... )

So, break is over and I'm back in school again...this sucks. But at least I had a good break, especially the last few days. Friday was my last day with Will and we had a kick ass time clubbing until like 2am. After the club we went to Denny's where one of Will's friends ordered water with extra lemons and then used packets of equal to make his own ( Read more... )

Alright, so it's Thursday now and Spring Break is almost over. The last few days have kinda went by in a blur. I've wasted way too much time sleeping but not near as much as Will...he's still sleeping now and hasn't gotten up all day. But he's sick and needs rest. The bad part about that though is that I've had too much time to sit around and think ( Read more... )

Ok, I haven't written in a few days because I haven't had internet access. I got up early Saturday morning to fly up to Rochester and had delays with both my flights and ended up spending about 5 hours in airports which totally sucked. I wasted the whole day traveling and from now on I never want to fly to NY again...from now on I'll just drive ( Read more... )

Well, so much for keeping up with this on a daily basis...that lasted like a week. But at least I have a good excuse, I've been dealing with a lot of shit that I can't talk about on here so I just didn't really have anything to write about. Its crazy to just read my entries from a week ago and see how things were looking up so much for me...I ( Read more... )

It's snowing...aw its so pretty...but not pretty enough to run to class in so I skipped my 3:30 class. I'll just rent the movie and watch it this weekend. Damn, I've been skipping so many classes lately...I missed one this morning cause I got on the wrong bus and was forced to discover parts of Chapel Hill/Carrboro that I never knew existed. Oh ( Read more... )