When I was 15 I spent a few weeks of the summer at Long Lake in Alpena, MI. I remember my age only because I was triggered by a BBMAK song that I associate with this trip, and I just looked up on bestbuy.com that the album came out May 2000. Simple math ( Read more... )

someday i will fall in love again....right?

Yesterday was interesting. I bascially managed to do everything BUT what I needed to (my homework ( Read more... )

Yesterday I saw Douglass. I forgot to mention that about my awesome weekend ( Read more... )

I am fucking done with guys. Last week was full of too many guys, too many stupid things.

None of it meant anything to me. And that's what bugs me the most. Not that none of those guys are talking to me; it's just that I don't care.

So I'm done. I wasn't even trying in the first place. Stuff just happens. Now I just know that doing that stuff ( Read more... )

How foolish am I?

HA!

I knew it.

Why didn't I listen?

DUH.

The answer was

RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME.

What did I expect?

MORE?

nope.

I'm done.

gr

for some really stupid reason (unknown to me), I clicked on a few old e-mails from a certain person. I'm not even sure why I have them saved. I should just delete them, but I can't. They are the only proof that someone used to love me ( Read more... )

Dear Santa ( Read more... )

I just decided to fill out the little music and feeling section before writing this, because I know I don't know either of them.  Well, I guess I DO know that I'm not hearing any music right now, but I really DON'T know how I'm feeling.

I suppose I could be happy.  Newspapers have been in contact with me.  Things are looking good for an internship ( Read more... )