fun with links
I just decided to fill out the little music and feeling section before
writing this, because I know I don't know either of them. Well, I
guess I DO know that I'm not hearing any music right now, but I really
DON'T know how I'm feeling.
I suppose I could be happy. Newspapers have been in contact with me. Things are looking good for an internship next summer. I have a second interview in Grand Rapids next week. Work is ok. The same people are driving me crazy, but then again, the same people are keeping me sane. I guess that's all I can really expect.
Classes seem to be ok. Last week was probably one of my busiest weeks of the semester, and somehow I managed to get through it without having a nervous breakdown. I'm not sure if that's ever happened before. That was a very good thing (the not having a nervous breakdown part, that is).
Boy situation is the same. No prospects. Still a little bitter about some things, but am coping with that by not thinking about it. It's not worth my time anyway. I really, really should not be in a relationship right now. The sooner I truly accept that, the better off I will be. I am much more happy just being me, and that means not being bogged down by the past.
Friends, well, I'm trying to be nice to them. I don't get to see Danielle much during the week, and I feel bad about that, but I try to make it up to her on the weekends. Except this weekend I can't, because she is going home to see her brother run at State Finals (GO DUSTY!), and get me money to pay me back all she owes me, otherwise I am taking her account off my phone bill. This past weekend was pretty fun; I was a Red Hat Lady for halloween, and went out partying despite being sick.
Which brings me to my health. Which sucks. I am starting to wonder if perhaps I don't have a cold, but allergies, which REALLY sucks, because that means I am stuck being in this condition until the damn season settles. I hate being sick, because it is just no fun.
So mostly I am just blah. Trudging through these days, hoping bright ones are in my future. I am fairly certain they are. I'm not sure why; it's just a feeling I get...
I suppose I could be happy. Newspapers have been in contact with me. Things are looking good for an internship next summer. I have a second interview in Grand Rapids next week. Work is ok. The same people are driving me crazy, but then again, the same people are keeping me sane. I guess that's all I can really expect.
Classes seem to be ok. Last week was probably one of my busiest weeks of the semester, and somehow I managed to get through it without having a nervous breakdown. I'm not sure if that's ever happened before. That was a very good thing (the not having a nervous breakdown part, that is).
Boy situation is the same. No prospects. Still a little bitter about some things, but am coping with that by not thinking about it. It's not worth my time anyway. I really, really should not be in a relationship right now. The sooner I truly accept that, the better off I will be. I am much more happy just being me, and that means not being bogged down by the past.
Friends, well, I'm trying to be nice to them. I don't get to see Danielle much during the week, and I feel bad about that, but I try to make it up to her on the weekends. Except this weekend I can't, because she is going home to see her brother run at State Finals (GO DUSTY!), and get me money to pay me back all she owes me, otherwise I am taking her account off my phone bill. This past weekend was pretty fun; I was a Red Hat Lady for halloween, and went out partying despite being sick.
Which brings me to my health. Which sucks. I am starting to wonder if perhaps I don't have a cold, but allergies, which REALLY sucks, because that means I am stuck being in this condition until the damn season settles. I hate being sick, because it is just no fun.
So mostly I am just blah. Trudging through these days, hoping bright ones are in my future. I am fairly certain they are. I'm not sure why; it's just a feeling I get...
