yes..I still post here

I have been feeling less and less like me.  aside from work, commuting, attwmpt at aleep and taking care of Dresden.  I basically have nothing else happening for me. sure occasionally I see a movie. a family event but not much else.
I used to think friends would miss me when I wasn't there or couldn't make things.  more and more it seems that is not ( Read more... )

When it rains it pours ( Read more... )

it has been awhile... I had gotten sucked into facebook and when it was there google buzz ( Read more... )

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I am convinced now after mulitple stories I have heard over the years and now with my Papa

do not go to Kaiser if you are going to get a terminal disease ...

My Papa today gave me a over a hundred year old Wolf or maybe coyote pelt...he use to say it was a wolf but today he said coyote...but it was always up in his house for as long as I can remember. it was his best friend Dave's family heirloom...he used to live with us and felt it should be in our home and left it to us (since he had no other family ( Read more... )

I am suffering...ok that might be strong so maybe struggling...since I know it will only get worse from here. But I am anxious and overwhelmed and stressed very much lately...for obvious reasons. But all this anxiety makes me not feel good and makes me only want to lay down to feel better..but I cant get comfortable and I cant rest cause my mind ( Read more... )

I find it odd and sad..those of my friends who seemed to grow apart and not talk to me after me and my ex husband split...I try to add some of them on facebook and they dont even reply and/ or add me back it seems ( Read more... )

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