ATTENTION: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW I'M IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING TO ANOTHER JOURNAL. SO EVENTUALLY I'LL ADD YOU TO MY NEW(OLD) JOURNAL ONCE THIS PAID ACCOUNT EXPIRES.

there, now you know. no bitching when i delete you. just be patient.

Finding a job in this shit town is IMPOSSIBLE.
My head is about to explode right now.

I have recently come to the conclusion that someone's trying to fuck me over. For whatever reason someone somewhere likes to see me miserable. I bet they beat off to it. There's probably hidden cameras in my house all over the place but too small for the naked eye to see ( Read more... )

I went to see my primary care doctor today and I don't think they're ever going to find out what's wrong with me or by the time they get around to a theory I'm going to be a paraplegic and it's going to be too late. I give it another 2 months and I'll be wearing adult diapers because I'm not going to have feeling from the middle of my back down ( Read more... )

my arm went numb yesterday. not just like oh half of my arm is numb because of the way i slept, i mean i was washing my hair in the shower and from my shoulder down went completely numb. it was the second scariest thing that's happned to me. i know some of you are saying "why's that scary to you?" and i will answer that; there's something wrong ( Read more... )

( GUESS WHAT LJ?!@ )

i went to the doctor yet again, but this one was closer to what i might actually have; Sciatica(sp?). my sciatic nerve is fucked. so he told me to take some pills stop smoking and lose 20 lbs. nice guy eh?

i didn't get my check today. my legs are numb.

i went to the ER yesterday for my dizziness and was made into a human pin cusion.the nurse that was in charge of the IV decided to put the lock IV in my right wrist after deciding my right hand, arm and my left arm wouldn't thread the IV, but naturally he tried those first ( Read more... )

i'm sick on top of being numb. i don't know what i have but i'm going to see my moms doctor tomorrow.