this is my last journal entry unless something significant happens

[fat_fuu]

I went to see my primary care doctor today and I don't think they're ever going to find out what's wrong with me or by the time they get around to a theory I'm going to be a paraplegic and it's going to be too late. I give it another 2 months and I'll be wearing adult diapers because I'm not going to have feeling from the middle of my back down

Comments

[total_blam_blam]

Oh my god. :( I want to BEEE THERE for you! :(
My heart is bleeeding for you. I send my love and well wishes...please know that I still care about you...I Really do. You're so awesome and I'm so glad to have met you. ...

♥ <---For you.
*hugs*
=)

-Jenn! ^_^

[militantfairy]

Tab, I'm sorry. I don't want to say stuff like: "hey, maybe it's some horrible such and such disease." because I don't know what it is and I want to be encouraging, and I don't want to worry you further. I do take it seriously, but I want to try to be encouraging. And what the hell is with your sister saying that shit? That's fucked up.
Maybe there's a specialist or something, although I don't know what kind of doctor would specialize in your condition since I don't know what the hell is wrong. If I was a doctor I would treat you for free.
But don't give up sweetie, we all love you. Just have faith that it'll be okay. I'll call you soon, okay?

[wakeupfrenzy]

YOU CAME BACK

I KNEW YOU WOULD!!

[fat_fuu]

back? what the fuck crazy nonesense are you babbling? o_o

[wakeupfrenzy]

You deleted your journal for a while the other day. o_o

Dude also, you can have whatever you want of mine on Maplestory. I totally uninstalled it because it is so fucked up I can't even get on and play anymore. ;_;

[fat_fuu]

i didn't delete my journal. o_o

and i don't play ms anymore.