you know what really pisses me off? well, unfortunately for some i am going to tell you. it's taken me a long time, but i am finally finding me, and certain people seem to think that the things that i am doing and saying, are "selfish", but they are not ( Read more... )

happy new year to me. all alone. and to everybody else

i feel like punching walls. no one cares. fuck you. fuck pretending ( Read more... )

so all the time i try to be the "strong" woman that i am. it all crashes at the very end. but it really doesn't matter. all in all, i am the only one who really cares about what happens to me. i spend so much time concerning myself about what happens around me i forget about me. and then when it concerns me i just get mad cus i don't want people ( Read more... )

hmmmm....what to say what to say. more like ask... how does one feel so overwhelmed when her list of things to do is so short? oh i know. cus each one is a HUGE DEAL. i'm going to go lay in the fetal position for a while.

if you ever want to know the question to: hey, beverly knows a lot of people, yet she doesn't have very many friends. why is that ( Read more... )

if anyone knows where i can get a cheap canon rebel xt, please let me know. i don't care if it's used as long as it's in good condition....

well. i havn't posted in a while, and so much has happened yet i don't feel much like writing. so this is to say hello to everyone. sorry i dropped out of existence.

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i have to say that charles bukowski is by far one of my favorite authors of all time, and after seeing this i had to laugh ( Read more... )