pretending is much easier than real life
so all the time i try to be the "strong" woman that i am. it all crashes at the very end. but it really doesn't matter. all in all, i am the only one who really cares about what happens to me. i spend so much time concerning myself about what happens around me i forget about me. and then when it concerns me i just get mad cus i don't want people to know what goes on in my head. it's completely nonsensical. i don't even know what i mean. my brain works harder than i can even understand.