jesus fucking christ. the escapades in this entry are precisely why i should never consume alcoholic beverages. ever ( Read more... )

ok i know no one really cares about my fuckin 21st birthday, but if you happen to decide to care or if you just want to take pity on a total idiot moron then heres what you can do for me: give me $5-$10. i figure if anyone who cared about me (and who could spare it of course,) gave me like $5 or $10 bucks maybe i could replace my camera for my ( Read more... )

my digital camera
(that i got for christmas and had for not even a month,)
is gone.
and its all my fault.
i hate myself. how could i have been so human?

and

no one is going to remember my birthday.

im a little black rain cloud.

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and so begins another chapter of saddness in my book of many ( Read more... )

well. things changed....and then they changed back ( Read more... )

once again love has proved false ( Read more... )

sometimes i really do not understand why i exist. this isn't one of those feel sorry for me i'm so emo entries either, i am acutally questioning why i am here. i don't seem to be doing much good. all i do is fuck things up for everyone including myself. i don't seem to be able to make anyone happy. all i am good at is alienating the people i hold ( Read more... )

soooooooooo ( Read more... )

ahhhh yes. so another cheesy commercial holiday has come and gone ( Read more... )