love is for fools who fall behind
once again love has proved false.
love continues to fail me.
i think i will stop seeking it. i think i will stop even believing in the truth of it. i don't think it can really exist. or if it can i don't think it's meant for me. at least not now.
so i am on my own again.
and i hate it already.
i never wanted it to be like this. how did it get like this???
i hate things with no endings. it makes me feel lost.
actually i can't really feel anything right now.
which i guess is better than the alternative as that would result in more scars.
fuck. i just can't believe this happened. it all went so fast and i didn't think it would be premanant because i had faith in love. but i was a silly dreamer and i was again shown up by love.
i think i'll get so drunk i can't see straight this weekend.
god i wish you would call.
love continues to fail me.
i think i will stop seeking it. i think i will stop even believing in the truth of it. i don't think it can really exist. or if it can i don't think it's meant for me. at least not now.
so i am on my own again.
and i hate it already.
i never wanted it to be like this. how did it get like this???
i hate things with no endings. it makes me feel lost.
actually i can't really feel anything right now.
which i guess is better than the alternative as that would result in more scars.
fuck. i just can't believe this happened. it all went so fast and i didn't think it would be premanant because i had faith in love. but i was a silly dreamer and i was again shown up by love.
i think i'll get so drunk i can't see straight this weekend.
god i wish you would call.