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It's been about a year now and i think after much heartache, im ready to leave this all behind and let go ( Read more... )

Was just thinking about Nationals on Wednesday and felt the sudden impulse to write.

I think the impression of "lasts" always paints a picture of something that has to have a grand ending. That is exactly what i perceive or perceived my last cross country race would be like. But due to unforeseen circumstances, i find myself instead preparing my ( Read more... )

Days like these really make me ponder and reflect hard on my life. I'm just wondering where all that time went, how all those memories have been lost and the slim possiblities that things will ever be the same again ( Read more... )

Memories of heading to church early morning with the people i hold closest to my heart (apart from my family) to seek comfort and guidance on the day of o levels results, collecting the actual certificate itself, the torture of choosing the right school and eventually stepping into the once-unfamiliar gates of ACJC for the first time ever. Despite ( Read more... )

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So i'm back here once again. Love how writing never fails to make my burden seem lighter, how after each post it seems as though a rope stretching across my entire being has been removed. Call me crazy, but writing is to me, truely therapeutic. Thank God for this exceptional ability to release my emotions/feelings/wants through words, really, ( Read more... )

I absolutely hate how I can never figure you out. It hurts to know how each time i garner all the courage i have to take one step forward, you make sure that you let cowardice get the better of you and take two steps back. How each time i catch a glimpse of you the question of "where are we going?" emerges once again. & that question with unending ( Read more... )

Today was probably the first time i cried so much in a long long longggg time.
My day started off well, with bento coming over in the morning to catch up.
Never ever did i expect what she told me when she said last night that she had some sad news to tell me in person.
The prospect of her going overseas to study has probably crossed my mind once or ( Read more... )

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