DWARFIES.
SIN MIN PARTAYINGGGGG ^^
it scares me sometimes how i love this bunch of girls so much (plus bento and lina)
i love how i can be myself and be at ease with not just one or two of them but every single Dwarfie.
& i love the solidarity that binds us all together, maybe, possibly because our friendships are all built on the foundation of God.
These people are amongst the few i can stay up till 4 in the morning just talking bout life, the future, our past. Even without words we are able to mask the stale atmosphere with such comfort and solace.
I particularly detest or rather find it hard to share my innermost thoughts with others, i hate how after i bear my most guarded feelings and emotions i feel transparent to the world. Like as if they are seeing through a looking glass that taps into my soul. But its amazing how with these girls i fear nothing. I can tell them everything and anything and i know for sure, that they would not judge.
I cannot thank God enough for sending them as guardian angels into my life cause there is nothing else i would trade our friendship for in the world. They have been my refuge, my unwavering source of light at the end of each treacherous tunnel.
It has been years now since we were close and though i grew close to each Dwarfie at different stages of my life, they sure did leech on like a pest and held on. & i sure am glad they didnt let go cause i really have no friggin' idea what i'll be now without them.
I still remember vividly the p6 times i had w tam where i would go over almost every single day after school and hide in her closet when her dad comes home in fear we would both get scoldings. The swims we shared at Tiffy's house in the rain where we would have impromptu dips in our sports bras ha ha. Sec 1 library days with manda and tiff where we would meet up every tues/thurs to camp in bishan library. Our cat class times with Aunty Lucy where i grew the closest to Angie and which also marked the budding of our relationship. Lina and our you&mee times at novena, our tamlaina movie marathons at her place and indulging in chocolate ice cream while snuggling under her blanky. & lastly, bento. My faithful msn buddy with whom i have talked to online for almost every single day (not kidding man) since sec 2. The one i hold the closest to my heart and whom knows me the best.
Its been years now and looking back, our friendships really have come so far. We went through confirmation together, o levels, adjusting into college/poly, heartbreaks, lost friendships, break ups and so much more. & thinking back on all our memories together, all i can say is that i miss all 7 of the dwarfs at one place, at one time. Its been about 7 months since bento left and 6 since lina and though i know we are with them in spirit and they are with us in spirit, its never the same without their physical presence.
I really, really cannot wait for july/august to come and for them to return home.
Only then will the Dwarfies be complete.