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made in the shade
im sitting here in class bored and confused ( Read more... ) -
yah....
it has come to my attention that after the millions (millions!) of photos i have modeled in for the amazing sara *photographer*, i am not very high on the list of models.... however, this, my first post in 1.5 months... is to say that i'm charging for my modelling services :) see you in april -
back to same old
its the new year... about a week and a half in... and its the same old as always. we make resolutions to do new things, but its all fluff. why? because relying on a calendar change to make a character change is an internal flaw, one that goes against the nature of gradual shifts of personality and makeup. i believe its near impossible to make a ( Read more... ) -
The seasons change and so do i for a new love
Well, not a new love, but a renewed love. Since the other night i had a long talk with sara and we opened up our feelings and needs to each other. i talked to her for the first time in a short while about what was going on with me, with all the stresses and burdens i deal with on a daily basis. and it felt good... real good. im pretty much in the ( Read more... ) -
It's a hit!
I find myself in a juxtaposition of feelings and words, having completed a semester of school successfully and looking forward (or past) another semester approaching consisting of double the classes, and dealing with my own daily personal and public crisis and problems. It seems like the past month or so has been filled with bad luck, or perhaps a ( Read more... ) -
boredom extraordinaire
*pokes self* am i alive? hmmm... get back to you on that. bye -
Been so long, so long...
Wow, ok. Two or three months have come and gone... the seasons change, and so have I. I am now halfway through with the semester, and I have to say.. feeling pretty confident in getting As and a B. I'm managing the 40 hour job, the homework, the extracurricular, and of course, spending time talking to my Sara ( Read more... ) -
the week ahead
greetings lj. perhaps we have not spoken for some time but i have been busier lately. however, do know that i was thinking of you and have come back for more. that said, i will fill u in on whats new and whats ahead ( Read more... ) -
love me madly...
the days sure do go slower lately.. i was once told as a young lad that the older i got the more time passed. although middle school and high school seemed to crawl by me, the days of late sure havent sped up for much... and thats good in a way, an opportunity to live and experience, to make the most of each day, or at least make the most ( Read more... ) -
killing time
right about now ive got a couple days before classes start and i have to work 9 hours tomorrow.. yay. seriously though, that will be agood day for making money. which i need badly. i just got like 150 dollars from my mom for books, which was pretty awesome. i guess were kind of even for now lol ( Read more... )