The seasons change and so do i for a new love
Well, not a new love, but a renewed love. Since the other night i had a long talk with sara and we opened up our feelings and needs to each other. i talked to her for the first time in a short while about what was going on with me, with all the stresses and burdens i deal with on a daily basis. and it felt good... real good. im pretty much in the same situation, but with her love and support, im plodding along alright and just happy to see her. she'll be here in a few days.... whee :) i cant wait to see her again.
oh, how the time flies. whether youre having fun or not, its still zooming by. makes me feel reflective on the things i want to do differently this year to make me a better person. any motivation to make positive changes is a good one, even something as superficial as a calendar change. i havent really thought too hard about the major adjustments i need to make, but they will come to me in time. ill have to cement them here soon enough.
for now, im just gonna go shower and relax, maybe head to bed soon. i tried texting my lovely sara but her away msg doesnt even show up and she hasnt gotten back to me in 45 minutes. i hope everything is ok with her, im worried now that somethings wrong. in any case....
missing u my princess, and heres to a new year *cheers*
and aura or jon, if u get this, and didnt get my im earlier, poke me sometime.
oh, how the time flies. whether youre having fun or not, its still zooming by. makes me feel reflective on the things i want to do differently this year to make me a better person. any motivation to make positive changes is a good one, even something as superficial as a calendar change. i havent really thought too hard about the major adjustments i need to make, but they will come to me in time. ill have to cement them here soon enough.
for now, im just gonna go shower and relax, maybe head to bed soon. i tried texting my lovely sara but her away msg doesnt even show up and she hasnt gotten back to me in 45 minutes. i hope everything is ok with her, im worried now that somethings wrong. in any case....
missing u my princess, and heres to a new year *cheers*
and aura or jon, if u get this, and didnt get my im earlier, poke me sometime.