It's a hit!

[ecstaticme]

I find myself in a juxtaposition of feelings and words, having completed a semester of school successfully and looking forward (or past) another semester approaching consisting of double the classes, and dealing with my own daily personal and public crisis and problems. It seems like the past month or so has been filled with bad luck, or perhaps a

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[anonymous]

Wisest advice I have heard:

You are what you make it to be.

Don't think so pessimistically if that's your natural tendency. It will naturally bring you down. I'm sure Sara will be in New York, not in Texas, during the summer. And even then, I'm sure you guys will see each other. But even so, the connection will never waiver or fall apart, as long as you do the things you're supposed to do and as long as Sara contribute her part -- and so far that seems to be going on. But do not be forgetful of the rest of life as it still moves on. You can't make life wait, but the relationship can (at least real-time for a relatively small amount of time).

Patience is a virtue, and so is love. Happiness comes from thinking things through and finding content out of it, by reasoning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

[fleafreakofhell]

heheh im curious as to who wrote that comment..

but i just wanted to tell you that im glad youre feeling better about us after last night. i know i do. i look forward to a wonderful new years with you in my life and i can't wait to see you again. i hope you're feeling more stable otherwise. i'm here for you babe. talk to you soon :) love you mucho

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[richcutie]

add me :) hello!

[richcutie]

and sorry about the bad luck...good luck will come :)

[ecstaticme]

i have a feeling who that is who posted the anonymous comment... its ok to leave an anonymous post if you prefer, but you obviously have some knowledge of us and dont really need to keep yourself in shadows.

as for the overall feel of the post, my main gripe isnt about my relationship, its a collective lull of negative emotions that built up over time, not just one aspect of my life. it always feels like when trouble comes my way, it comes in droves, not bits at a time. there is only so much a person can deal with, and im usually quite tempermental about such things, but this was too much.

in any case, i dont really like putting things on hold, i find it much easier to confront issues and deal with them in the moment, leaves less emotional and physical baggage to attend to later.

hi rich :)

and hiiiii my starprincess :D

[fleafreakofhell]

hello my starknight :-D i was just browsing about and saw the latest comments.

mm i love you :D

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[ecstaticme]

i love you too :D

and i say this as i sit next to you, sexyhead