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juss writin it here so anyone that looks at this and doesnt tell me knows where to go.. hah. losers.

goo. so mel n laur jus left me..we had a wicked good time leaving random comments on peoples jays..man we are geniuses. but yea i def agree with mel tht one about the girl cutting herself was mad strange. ehh..its life. but yea..jus wanna thank you two again for a lovely midnight funfest.

awww i talked to lorenzo tonight..that kid is so ( Read more... )

hahaha..i personally dont think faith hills songs are that country..if they were i def. wouldnt be listening to them.. gah i definitely hate country music..sry noodle. hah shayna i cannot belive you listen to that bullshit.so yea.. me n shayna talked for a while tonight..wer both makin new journals. because we are just too cool like that. hers is ( Read more... )

so yea.. got back from the mall a few ago..i got to see louie! the rents got a new car once again..pitifulness. hes so adorable. so yea..at the mall my brother did me wonders. i cannot believe i didnt wait for him before. hes amazingly good at this stuff. i got my dress. and everything to go with it..it is madd pimp. aw i cant wait to be with jeff ( Read more... )

ok..so i think i could get the record for person who updates the most in a thirty minute time period...well i have no life..((its soemthing me n jeff have in common..aww :(...)) well i was listening to pretty girl.and yea i started crying again. look at these lyrics. everything is what im going thru besides the kissing..hah. ive never got to kiss ( Read more... )

ok..so you dont need to tell me the font is mad ugly..haha i know.but i typed in orange and this is what came up. so i dont give a shit..itll be different in a few days..i hope. so yea..i cried for a total of....8 hours last night..yea. it wasnt good. i hate my life so much..i dont get why shit like this always happens to me..out of everyone..it ( Read more... )

ok so i lied..i am listening to music. sugarcult to be exact. memory..and im crying..because im a loser..and im really emotional. and i could be losing the kid of my dreams to my best friend.  well..who wouldnt be emotional. i dont think ive ever cried so much over a guy..chris..yea. but its something so different with him. i feel really empty ( Read more... )

well..so much for best friends.

holy toledo batman. i almost just crapped myself. i was looking on someones friends page..i duno whos it was..and i just clicked this kids link..and i was reading his journal...and this was one of his entries..and im like..in tears right now. damn me and my emotional self..damn it all.

the worst thing in the world to feel is to watch the person you ( Read more... )

so..ok. the rest of my day was quite gayish. i didnt do anything at all..but sit on this satanic computer..(yes satanic. its addictive.) and wait for jeff to come on...he finally did at like 5..jeez. and we didnt talk about anything. besides how my mom was being gay so i couldnt go to the movies anymore..because raechel wasnt going. so we planned ( Read more... )