woaaaahhhhhh
holy toledo batman. i almost just crapped myself. i was looking on someones friends page..i duno whos it was..and i just clicked this kids link..and i was reading his journal...and this was one of his entries..and im like..in tears right now. damn me and my emotional self..damn it all.
the worst thing in the world to feel is to watch the person you like be with someone else. expecialy when your the person they talk to about their relationship. and what makes it worse you know they deserve someone better than who theyve got.
i duno..i guess it really wouldnt make any sense to anyone reading it..but it did to me..because im gay like that. ugh i really hate my life like madd right now. i wish i was sitting in a theater next to jeff right now. butt im not. so im just gona go do..i duno what. but ehh. whatever. bye