So i have been going out to se friends lately, where ever they live.  i want to do more so let me know if you have a place for the to crash for a few days.  i would love to see people i have not in years.  right now i plan a few trips to Mass in the summer, other then that its all up in the air.  and if you want to help with travile expences, i ( Read more... )

Standing here, last in line. Waiting for it to me my turn, watch all other turn away happy. Hoping and dream that I get my chance. Striving to perfection only to be pushed to the back of the line. I want this, I need this. I paid more then enough. Every time I see it, it slips away. The voices tell me to wait, it will come. But when? I have ( Read more... )

Ok so its been a little time since i have updated. nothing really big has happened, got a yearly bonus wich was a big plus. got a new car, 2004 jeep liberty. work was going ok till last sun. there is a long story to that, let just say i got too drunk with a few co workers had called in the next day cause i was sick and its been awkword at work ( Read more... )

Well I guess its time for me to talk on here. Not much has happened in a long time. Still doing the same stuff, just a different day. Work has gotten a little better, I do not dread going in. And there are times that I do enjoy it. Looking into maybe getting a new car soon. But have not decided on anything. What I really want it a SUV, but ( Read more... )

what too say. shit has happened. good never seems to turn out good. i am a pessamest when it comes to my life, but at the same time i know good things have to happen soon ( Read more... )

In a blah mood today. just wanted to throw out a question, maybe some one can give me insight.
why does the nice guy always finish last?
if you want to know more, email me, cause thats all i am going to say here.

well i am down in georgia, having an alright time. weather has been nice and warm. doing a few thing with more planed. i think thursday i am going to the beach, work on getting some sun. i also think i am going to get a tattoo sometime down here ( Read more... )

How is it that you could barly know someone and care for them? even when they have hurt you so much in the past. not letting feelings get to me. i "knew" what i was doing this time. Is this what "love" is? no, you need to know a person for love. i don't know what to call it. at lest this time I knew what to expect. and it was fun. and not as ( Read more... )

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So I have not written here for a few months. There are reasons for that, and there are none. The biggest reason for not written here is that there is nothing good happening in my life right now. Same shit different day. I try to change the way that I am, but I seem to run into the same problem, I want more out of my life. There is no outlet ( Read more... )