Where to start on this one am kind of down, but this is expected when I get so worn down. A lot has happened since my last post, but then again nothing happened at all. I think I freak people out with my post, but it is just a way to get my thoughts out cause it is hard talking to people. Nothing against all my friends, I love you all, it’s just ( Read more... )

my wall do come down, its just too bad it when i am drunk, i just want to talk about how people suck, how i am really alright, just get very lonly at times. right now i am an open book, the right questions just need to be asked. and god what i would give for a smoke, hell i would give sexual favors ;P

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I forgot to say why i am thinking this way. i almost died. i really mean that. i feel asleep at the wheel on my way home from work. car spun out of controll cause i freeked when i his the soft sholder. if i would have snaped out of it later then i did, or not reacted ther way i did, the car would have been in the woods and fliped a few time. ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted to open up to people, but just cant? yeah, well tharts how i feel. i wish i was closer to some of my friends then i am. i just don't know how to do it. i try and hang out with them, tell them personal things, but that does not seem to matter. i am always the one left out in the cold. i am a person that every one knows, ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you

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