Apr 24, 2006 19:23
Well I guess its time for me to talk on here. Not much has happened in a long time. Still doing the same stuff, just a different day. Work has gotten a little better, I do not dread going in. And there are times that I do enjoy it. Looking into maybe getting a new car soon. But have not decided on anything. What I really want it a SUV, but with gas at $3, its kind of not practable.
I have started working out, getting fit. Making myself feel better. I think I should forget about thing and just work on making myself feel good. Can’t remember the last time I did something to better myself. Oh well, I will get better. Music has help. Seems as though a lot of songs that are coming out fit my mood so much. It’s a kind of a good feeling when that happens. I do need to get out more, see old friends, and make new ones.
Love, such a nasty word. For over a year I have been played. Just when I get over them, pop there back. I always think that this time is different, but it never is. The only good thing is that for every time it happened, I lose interest more. I CAN NOT let it happen again. And I should really just tell them to fuck off, that’s if they talk to me. What can I do? Being a helpless romantic does not help. I just want love, but it seems all most every one around here wants a piece of ass. I just need to meet someone that feels the same as me and I hope there is a spark.
Lets see, what else. Nothing really, so until next time, enjoy life, its short each time around, no sense in not enjoying it.