Mar 02, 2006 21:57
How is it that you could barly know someone and care for them? even when they have hurt you so much in the past. not letting feelings get to me. i "knew" what i was doing this time. Is this what "love" is? no, you need to know a person for love. i don't know what to call it. at lest this time I knew what to expect. and it was fun. and not as bad as it was last time ;P
Going on vacation tomorrow, wont be back till after the 21st. time away is just what the doctor ordered. fun, sun, and warmth. be nice to get away for a little. get my head on straight.
i will still be on-line in georga. so i will be able to update then too.
oh, i am sorry i did not get to contact everyone that responded to my last post. that night i was just wanting to be alone, and then got busy with work and getting ready for my trip. i did not mean to cause some people the pain that it caused. you are in my thoughts.