So last night I got strait torn up with like two girl friends of mine and alot of guys. The odds were like 3 to like 20 or so. Not bad if you ask me. Most of them where younger I think. Ofcourse when your drunk and you want to leave but you can't because your keys got taken away who do you call? Yeah I called Mitchell last night after not ( Read more... )

This may seem like the dumbest thing I have ever said so listen closely. Mitchell decided he needed a good friend to talk to so after not speaking to him for almost a week other than the five minute conversation we had on Monday about his new job he calls me. Well it seems the dreaded ex once again kicked him to the curb I think this is the ( Read more... )

Really life isn't that hard is it? Friends laugh at the fact that they where right once again and I was wrong. Fucking great why do I always look like a fool? I guess it's just a part of life. Oh fucking well. Good thing is I can finally go out and do whatever the hell I want without worrying about somebodys damn feelings. Okay it is time for ( Read more... )

So this week I got a huge suprise. It was great seeing him in the flesh. One on one we talked and it felt great. I did miss him and I will when he is gone away again. But life is to short to miss something you never really had or may never be able to have full heartedly. Like Rick stated why not just tell the truth. Instead of trying to let ( Read more... )

So I have decided that I don't need a man to make me happy after a long talk with CJ the other night I have decided to put an end to the idea of a boyfriend. It's sad when the one person you loved and hated and loved again is the one giving you advice. When your ex is giving you advice on what you should do I guess you have to listen. I mean he ( Read more... )

not cool. I am really fucked up. Yeah wish I were sober right now. Anyways so I got to get this out. Yeah no wait thats not what i meant. UGH. Oh like I was saying I had this great talk with a friend of mine that I never really ever get to talk to one on one so my night was made. Ofcourse i was slightly upset that he didn't want to date anyone ( Read more... )

Well tonight was my first date night since Mitchell and I decided to call it quits and just stay friends without the benefits. Damn that sucks. No S E X. Well I still have my vibe. So went to work then went out with some guy pals I never get to spend anytime with at all. I had fun. The only girl of course. But that's how it has always been. ( Read more... )

Prank calls what the hell. I am about to beat this bitches ass. Why the hell are you acting like you in the third grade? This is bullshit. I am ready to beat her ass. What do you want me to fucking do? She needs to leave me the hell alone. One night stand.

He hates me. There is nothing i can do. My life is shit and it's all my fault. In two months I didn't fuck up once. He dosen't care about me anymore. My life is an endless chain of disappointment. I can't take anymore. I just feel like falling off the face of the earth for good and never coming back. I lost CJ i lost him and now i have ( Read more... )

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