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So last night went to a friends and hungout. I think I may had just one to many. Yeah I got messed up off my ass. Which was actually not that bad. A stress reliver if you will. I pretty much didn't think of anything last night just sat and talked and tried to figure out things. I didn't cry or anything last night. Suprise. In my drunken ( Read more... )

Well the past few days have been a little confusing. First I thought Mitchell and I where dating and then we were just friends again and now he is mad at me. I can't figure out what I did. I haven't told anyone that we were dating and I haven't hooked up with anybody else for the past two months. So what did I do in a day for him to be pissed ( Read more... )

So today hasn't been to bad I guess. I talked to CJ very briefly I guess he realized how important he is to me. I don't know. He is in chemo right now and yeah it sucks. I'll probly try to make a brief appearance tomorrow maybe. I don't know if I can handle it. It's just getting old. I am tired of seeing him sick and not doing good. He'll ( Read more... )

This weekend was probly one of the best weekends I have had in awhile. I got to spend saturday night with two people I don't get to see very often. Heather,Heather and I all got to share a few drinks at Heather M's house. Alright I had more than a few actually I lost count of how many I had I just drank all of mine then sneak a few drinks of ( Read more... )

Just watched the Notebook for the second time and ofcourse I cried. I really just don't know. Watching a love story like that makes you wonder is this ever going to happen to me? I've been in love once before and I knew it was love. Before the arguing and jealousy stepped in. Why does it hurt so bad? Anyone know why? I know I said this ( Read more... )

So I've been hanging out with this one guy for the past month. He calls me every day and we see alot of each other. So today he calls me while he is at work and ask me what I think about our situation. I say we're friends right and he is like yeah. The thing is we act like a couple. He asks me if I would get mad if he went out with another ( Read more... )

By that i am being sarcastic.  Friday night go bowling with old friends and new ones.  If you know me you know that the only thing I am good at is dancing and creating so imagine me throwing a damn eight pound ball down a lane trying not to get it in the gutter.  Yeah kinda bad at bowling but I still had a good time.  Didn't really think much just ( Read more... )

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So yeah I realize that sometimes I can be selfcentered and a little to dramatic with shit. But honestly in reality everyone is selfcentered and selfish at one point in their life. I have realized alot recently. That sometimes people will do anything to messup what two people share friendship or a relationship. Why do people do that? Tonight I ( Read more... )