I still hate valentines day. Its still a reminder of things that suck. I won't be getting anything or feeling special this year. Its ok, I really dont want anything, and Im also broke. but it sucks that I just get to pretend this day doesn't exist yet again. I can only remember one valentines day that was really good ever. than of course two years ( Read more... )

Im going stir crazy! Kzoo this weekend got all the worst of the weather and I've been stuck inside the apartment all weekend. On one hand its nice to have some down time, but I can't take much more of it. Whats worse is its back to work week tomorrow so Ill have to just deal with it bah! Im bored I need some fun! somebody wanna come party? eh, i ( Read more... )

I hate this state this time of year! I finally appealed to travis enough times this last week that he admitted he would consider leaving michigan when we settle someday....YAY ! there is hope for me yet!so yesterday the wipers on my car froze in the upward direction... It sucked I had to drive that way cause I just didn't have time to mess with em ( Read more... )

well for some unknown reason Krystal decided to somehow "forget" that her alcohol tolerance is much lower than that of the average male. once again I reach this point of vowing to never again try to keep up with the guys. It was fun, a blast actually, we all ended up at the doom house again, this time for pats birthday, and It was great. Until ( Read more... )

once again I turn to the safety of Livejournal. Mysapce and facebook are great but way to public for the rest of the world. It seems to me that being the person I want to be gets harder and harder, mostly due to the rest of the worlds expectations. Im expected to be a certain person for work, another one for my family, and another one for Trav's ( Read more... )

Read your myspace message and yes I know it feels like my life is a total secret to you. but honestly I feel as though you haven't really known anyhting about my life REAALLY for about a year now. The basic picture maybe, but not everthing. And honestly Im still very hurt by many of you actions and feeling a bit sore about them in general, so yeha ( Read more... )

wow, coming back to this feels like an old friend i havent seen in awhile. i must apoligize to my dear livejournal becasue it was always so good to me but i have recently abandoned it for myspace. ouch, i know. mainly the reason being everyone has myspace, which now has become the problem, EVERYONE has myspace. i can np longer rant about any of my ( Read more... )

Just when things are starting to look like they will never be ok again... It changes again. Had a weekend with some rough patches but all in all some things changed in ways I never thought possible, its funny how it all seems to work out in the end. Im glad Im single again and I think now its my turn. Its my turn to have fun and do things my way ( Read more... )

I feel as though a huge wheight has been lifted from my heart. It hurts a bit, to know that something so good ever had to come to an end, but it was time and we both knew it, thank god it turned out this way though. We are still ok, we can be good friends, hard and awkward as it may turn out to be itll be comfortable in the end and that feels so ( Read more... )

how do you tell the one person in life that you love more than anythign that you can't be with them because your too unstable? are there words for this kind of emotion that I feel? I dont think so. Id like more than anything in this world to tell him Ill be the one waiting here for him, that I wont be with anyone else ,but Im afaraid doing so would ( Read more... )