For Lisa....

[dlphinluvr]

Read your myspace message and yes I know it feels like my life is a total secret to you. but honestly I feel as though you haven't really known anyhting about my life REAALLY for about a year now. The basic picture maybe, but not everthing. And honestly Im still very hurt by many of you actions and feeling a bit sore about them in general, so yeha

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[flitterflutter]

I feel like I haven't known you for a lot longer than a year and a half. From what I could determine, from when you could fit in a phone call in between work, you sounded for many months like you did not know yourself. I apologize if you feel that I am not listening and I apologize that you are hurt by anything I have done. I do not apologize for having my own opinions and feelings. I'm not sure exactly what you're getting at, so it's difficult for me to be any more specific than that. I feel like you haven't wanted or needed me around since you moved to kalamazoo, possibly even longer than that. And you - as always - do as you do regardless of what anybody else says so ... I can only sit here and just hope you're happy.

I am always listening. Unfortunately, I have a lot less time TO listen - to anybody - and you seem to have less time to talk.

[dlphinluvr]

The lack of time to listen doesn't bother me, and Its ok if you don't know me, as a matter of fact frankly i find it bit mean that you would suggest that its not ok for me not to know myself, and yes for a long time I didn't, but this is what bothers me.... you pretend to know eveything about me and everything that is right for me, you put in your advice when all Im looking for is for you to be my sister. Im sorry I haven't had much time since I have been out here, but for the longest time all you had to do was call, and again Im soooo sorry that I can't afford a phone bill right now, but again thats just how things are right now, I wasn't really able to control that situation. So if I have to put it out in plain english... telling me Im making the worst decision of my life, deciding that my wedding isn't appropriate enough for you to grace it by being a bridesmaid, and pretty much just turning you nose up at everything I or my family has done lately ... THAT hurts. having your own opinions doesn't bother me, not in the least, but the

[flitterflutter]

Ok my reply is too long (I knew that would happen) see my post.