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Okay so I've spent the last week trying to figure out what the hell I'm doing with my life. I haven't been going to classes and I think it's because I just don't want to be there. I've been getting so stressed out and just not been able to motivate myself to do the work. I'm not enjoying the work and it's making me not want to draw, which is not ( Read more... ) -
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Fuck, I think I might be getting an ear infection
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A quote from the movie closer. read into it what you will
"Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words." -
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I feel like shit. My mood has gotten no better in a month. I'm trying to do good things for myself, to life my mood. But I can't get out of this. I'm just being weighed so far done and I'm so close to losing hope. I just want to give up. I'm so tired and I'm so terrified of living my whole life like this. My doctor says I may have to be on ( Read more... ) -
don't think i'll be here for a while
I thought I could tell the truth and be understood
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Baby just fix yourself another drink
Maybe you can dissolve the weight in your chest
Light another cigarette
Smoke all that self hatred out of you
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Drink it down honey and you'll be fine
Breathe it in and you're okay
Not working?
Pour another light another
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I've probably posted these before
Shelter Me - The Waifs
I decided no one's knowing
anything about where I'm going
I can't even talk to my friends
anymore
Not blaming anyone for the mess I've gotten in
I'm only frightened by the things that I've done
Keep me safe from myself
I can't do it without your help
Your love's the finest thing that I've ever known
I want to come home
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Yesterday's post...ran out of internet credit last night
So, as loosely detailed in the last post...I'm not well. I really don't want to go into the details of the weekend or past few weeks but basically, they've involved a lot of crying, screaming, hitting myself, fighting with josh and hitting him out of frustration because he doesn't understand why i get so hysterical over little things.
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i'm really scared. i don't know what to do anymore
i'm sorry. don;t t know what esle to say
