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I no longer knew my part in the grand scheme of things. Perhaps I should have been comforted by the fact that I never had known in the first place, but all I could really think about was how my personal existance only existed to further my own personal self. Was this a good thing? At what point does selfishness become harmful? Here I was, my very ( Read more... )

I just watched the coolest movie ever! It was by Charlie Kaufman, the only guy who gets credit for writing screenplays because they're fucked up. This one happened to be good though... Jim Carrey, and he wasn't a comedian... called Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Jim Carrey not as a comedian... doesn't that sound terrible? I only watched it ( Read more... )

Yeah, ever meet me when I'm a bad mood? Hello. My name is Nathanael. Fuck the Beatles ( Read more... )

I wrote a buncha stuff but it was unreadable... so why don't you write for me? Say whatever you want... tell me your favorite memory of me or why I'm a poser or the reason you didn't give it up to me when you said you would. Click on the "nat" below this and tell me whats up.

Everyone has their own crap to deal with, the only thing that people see in each other is how we express it. There are the people who hide it but everyone else knows it there... there are the people that put it up as a block against everyone else, then there are the people who ignore it... they just go on with their lives and deal with their crap ( Read more... )

Holy crap! How can anyone be awake at this hour? Its like going to the dentist to get teeth pulled when you don't need any teeth pulled. Ah! I thought I'd try something new, writing in the early morning. Oh wait, I always do that, except its the other early morning, the kind where I just woke up... eww. Damn... I feel like hitting cute cotton tail ( Read more... )

Alright... alright get this. Its 12:22 and i'm tired as fuck. I woke up at 10 this morning, nuff said. But... I'm depressed. Why? Because I won't see any of you fine people until the 22nd. Isn't that crap? Well, it'll be all built up and I'll give everyone a hug and then we'll all stand around looking at the ground avoiding each other's eyes and ( Read more... )

Phil, the only person who has yet read this "journal" thingie (well, I assume he read it, he probably just put up the gay pictures, giggled, and closed the thing) told me that this was "Too damned long!" and I should, like, write less. Well... I know, simpler is better and all that, but the whole point of this is to write a ton of shit. Because I'm ( Read more... )