Things are going alright, this week is the last week of normal classes before finals, and on the 16th I am done with this semester from hell. Its funny really how I didnt think this semester would be that bad. After finishing my online course, I was down to three courses for one semester, it seemed ideal. But I guess working 3rd shift just took a ( Read more... )

I remember now when Robert and I were dating...I mean, we still are but now it is exclusive. I am talking about the period when we were both dating multiple people, just getting a feel for the waters. He was so eager to make it exclusive, to stop seeing other people and make it just he and I but I was very hesitant. I liked him enough, that wasn't ( Read more... )

I always said that if I were to die of one of the deadly sins - it would definetly be gluttony. I love to eat, I love food. I love gathering with friends and family over a big meal - I love the taste and mystery in trying new foods, I love creativity that can blossum with food. Regardless of me having lost all of that weight throughout my first ( Read more... )

I am going to be an aunt again. I suppose I'll need to update on this later...there are WAY too many mixed feelings to even being explaining. I need to think it all through and process all of the concerns, etc.

Aside from that, Rob and I are doing amazing. I miss him each minute I am not with him, and I fall farther in love with him every minute we ( Read more... )

I am so frustrated right now. I should be happy, it is my last 8 hour day of custodial. But no...I cannot help but worry and fume over Rob's employment situation.

His mom finalyl mentioned that maybe he should just go back to school for his Masters. So he and I hopped online and were looking at schools and prices. Then we considered that maybe he ( Read more... )

I am convince that God (or whoever/whatever it is that controls stuff) has a giant wind blower in order to create the wind we experience.

I remember when my Mom would calm my nerves about tornadoes and such by telling me stories about how each kind of weather is symbolic of something God was feeling or doing. (Rain = crying, earthquakes = throwing a ( Read more... )

Things are winding down very quickly. The new school year starts in 13 work days. I've ordered all of my books, and am currently awaiting their arrival.

I am excited about my class schedule. Not really about the classes, as I am finishing up some of my final gen. ed. requirements, but it will be nice to have no classes on thursday, and only one ( Read more... )

You know what makes me feel worse than anything in the entire world? Contrary to what you may think, it isn't rejection, or disapointing others. It isn't loneliness, or my depression. It isnt exhaustion or stress...although all of those come in at a close second. It's stepping on ant hills.

Yes, you read that correctly. Stepping on ant hills ( Read more... )

I have been meaning to update, and I promise I will later tonight (as I dont have to work my second job, and right now I am only on break at the first job) But alot has gone on...some good, some bad. Of course, however, it feels as if the bad is outweighing the good by a long shot.

I went on vacation, I've gone to cedar point. I got a new job, ( Read more... )

I suppose now is as good a time as any to update, seeing as I have sat around all day playing webkinz, throwing up, and sleeping insane amount. I called in sick today, and since I do not seem to have the motivation any other day to update this, why not now...just before I crash to sleep another night away, only to wake up at the ass-crack of dawn ( Read more... )